This is an exercise to help you align and get something you want. You create your reality. The things you say you want represent the person you wish you were but currently are deciding that you are not. The things you want are symbols of your ideal. You want something because you think it will make you feel a certain way. Focus on developing your feelings and something will manifest that is usually even far better than you can imagine. Remember, action is what makes your beliefs official. How you act is what you really believe.